Classic November stuff

Ahh, november buddy we meet again.

For the first time you showed up and now its always gloomy and wet.
I know i supposed to bring me a cardigan but well, i didn't know it will be that fast. Times flies when life is fallin appart.

Now im in my room, lying under the window hiding in my blanket and chamomile tea in my hand. Oh yeah, i gave up coffee couple times ago because maybe I'm having stomach problem by now and thinking how far i did this year and how many time that i have to cut the voices appears in the middle of my thought like -we dont have time for this?- and how many time i did stupid things and dummy decision. But jokes on you, lol i survived.

Anyways, remember the old time? I know we had these love-hate relationship where one period at the time i blame you for treating me like shit and other than that i write you full of emotional stuff untill Mr. bad guy over there hit me with reality check. But yeah guess what november, i'm okay now. Yeah i know right, i might became cold hearted bitch but hey can't blame me.

There's always something interesting about you that make me feel like a little girl who just found a new things. But hey, that little girl is already grown up and can i ask you for keeping these things forever for once?