Wake me up when it's all over

"Before I met you, I never knew what it was like to smile for no reason. I'm the type that usually focuses on the now and not really the future and plan for the future and change it on the fly, but each time I look into my mind for a plan. All I can find is thoughts of you and our silly conversations. I started scrolling through our chat and realize how dumb we are but how real it is. I feel like sometimes when I try to explain my heart it comes out terribly wrong and you feel I'm pressuring you to give me more of your time, and that's not it at all. Of course I want that time but you got to work hard for your study and exams. Babe I wish you the best of luck on your exams. I hope you read this in the morning and all your fears and anxiety and stress goes away. I want you to know that even in my sleep, I'm rooting you onwards in your study. And even though I'm not religious. I pray that you do great in your exams and I'm confident that you will. You're very smart, and so sweet. So cute and gorgeous at the same time.. most importantly though wise and intelligent. Just keep being you and keep doing you. Don't let anyone change who you are but yourself. Look into my eyes and you'll see me. Look into my heart and you'll see you. Look into my brain and you'll find us. A few months ago I saw the first shooting star in my life. I never believed in wishes or anything but I figured... Why not, I've never seen one before. I prayed that I'd meet a girl that I can be myself with and..."

The message stop there

Maybe because we talked something else and changed the topic

I don't know, but i do know that I lost him.