Here's to turning 21

I spent a lot of time wondering how's this day going to be like

How do i know if I'm in love
How do i know if I'm a good person
Feel like I'm doing it all wrong
Am i asking too much
Or am i asking the wrong person
I remember when i was thirteen
all i wanted was to be grown up
can't wait for my seventeen birthday
who's guy I'm gonna celebrate with
turned out
It was just a usual glommy tuesday morning
and a broken heart
from that moment
I whisper to myself
I still want to be grown up
but now
without any expectation
when people around me screaming
"here's to never growing up"
they say life was better then
me, not exactly
So here's to turning 21
for saying fuck it, a countless times
for not taking life seriously
in order to keep my sanity
to a new opportunity
and those dreams
keep haunting my mind
real deep
everytime i went to sleep
keeping my heart cold
and wake up
as 21 years old